Post by Accalia on Feb 11, 2015 22:44:35 GMT
With Kumais silence and slow movements, she was concerned she had stepped her foot where she was not welcomed. She hadn't meant to touch an area of hurt or secrecy, she had just tried to keep up the conversation, and she really was still childishly curious at times. She lowered her head, but followed Kumai as he headed towards where he was to set up their den for the night.
His elegant body silhouetted against the moonlight brought out the muscles in his arms and legs and she watched, amazed, as he prepared where they were to sleep. She was too caught up in thinking and watching to notice that she probably should help him. Sometimes things such as this escaped her. Her mind wandered to her home under the terror and hate before the freedom she had now and was so thankful she was able to escape. It had been hell in there. Suddenly his eyes caught hers and they shook her with strength and sincerity. She listened carefully to what he spoke of and when he told her of her death she felt as if she had been in his place and a pit in the bottom of her throat developed and she looked to the ground. She walked closer to him, in a small attempt to comfort him. She knew what it was like to have those ypu love to be torn away from you by death and it hurt so much to think of them, but it also felt far to good. It was a sickly sweet that hurt more then healed at first.
With his question she thought for a moment, desperately battling the tears forming in her eyes not to fall. "I have known love, but not one like that. I loved my family dearly, they helped me develop in a safe environment and I was never too close to danger. However, one day a spiteful lion came on my birthdate and slowly fought and murdered them all. My brother, my sister, father and mother, he killed them all. I had to watch as their blood spilt out of their bodies and onto the cool ground. Then he took me with him, he was to train me to be his guard and soldier. It was a horrible place.."
she didn't really know what she was saying as she said it, she was not in control of much at that certain point. A tear fell down her cheek and she desperately tried to wipe it away, she didn't want to cry.
"Im sorry she passed away before you could pronounce your love for her officially.. Im sure she loved you." She looked up at Kumai and gave him a gentle smile as yet another tear fell silently down the side of her cheek. She really didn't want to cry. She studied his face carefully, she didn't want either of them to cry, this was suppose to be her escape from sadness, though she guessed some sadness would always be with her. She looked away from Kumai and then to the ground and studied to grass swaying gently in the wind.
((I am truly sorry that took so long, I have recently broken my hand and was unable to type for quite a while. I hope you haven't been put off the rp..))
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